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When I’m low I write. My god am I low. A Football based topic today. https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2018/04/03/sliding-doors/

Long time without an update but I have continued to blog. https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2016/11/10/a-broken-man/

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2016/11/10/a-broken-man/

Some people struggle with the concept of doing something to help others but without having an ulterior motive. It took me 4 long years of suffering in silence and solitude before I had the bottle to try and get some help. I hope my words can help others realise they aren't alone in feeling this...

I will leave posting updates from now on. Those who are interested in the blog know where to find it.

You are entitled to your opinion. It has zero to do with ego. I'm a failed footballer who can't function in everyday life, so quite why I need an ego boost from a forum is beyond me. The blog is a way of documenting my battle and my struggle. I'm sorry you view it as 'sad spam' but I posted it...

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2016/01/23/scared/

I'm not going to spam the forum but this caught my eye and I have read through the thread with great interest. Here is the link to my latest blog which is even more relavent after reading this. https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/12/06/its-coming/

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/12/06/its-coming/

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/11/23/just-how-many-are-struggling/

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/10/14/the-struggle-goes-on/ On it goes. Relentless.

My anonymity was so I could be honest and open about my career and troubles. I'm not ashamed or anything like that but I thought it read better anonymously. People have been kind enough to DM if they think they have guessed who I am and I appreciate them respecting my anonymity.

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/10/01/lies-existing-and-anything-in-between/ My latest blog about the little white lies we tell, when we have depression.

I'm having a tough time at the moment. Just getting through life. https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/09/23/identity/

Someone has to play for them as well ;-)

York City...nice team ;-)

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/09/07/depression-and-how-it-affects-those-closest/ Bits. In total bits. To those who have sent me personal messages I will reply I due course. Thanks a lot.

I have been quiet lately but it's there stalking me. I'm on the brink of a crippling down period. This is my first blog for a month. The catalyst is insomnia and rejection. As always I really appreciate any feedback and interaction, good or bad...

https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/08/06/my-thoughts-on-visiting-a-psychotherapist/ Not a good day but I am trying at least.

This blog post is very dark and if your not in a positive frame of mind you might be best avoiding it. It is however me baring my soul and being completely honest about how I feel. No bullshit, undiluted and honest. https://howfootballruinedmylife.wordpress.com/2015/07/21/what-is-the-point/